My life…a rollercoaster. But one that goes just as fast up as it goes down. My thoughts never stop. Everything I see and everything I do. Always thinking of you. Uncertainty. Fear. Doubts. Insecurities. These four horsemen are far far worse than the norm. These…they haunt me. Only one place exists where they do not tread. It’s you. Your arms protect me. Shield me from my worst enemy. Alas, not the horsemen at all. Myself.